I have become as a child of daylight — not as I once was,
darkling avatar of the night, back in the lost hours that lifetime
ago. I admit that I still desire to work into the wee corners, and
sometimes it is just to stay up to while away the time in random
virtual places, but these are not the wayward activities that once
took my everyminute. How I then denied that any of it could make
any sense: no, not in so many words did I spell such a thought out,
for I made myself an artificial mystery, but this was the tantamount
to all my philosophies. (Of course, if you could even call them
so, for they were at best dabblings within systems of thought that
never even pretended to complement one another.) But here am I now,
as if turned knight from knave, though no, not quite knight, I know.
As if awake, now, from a yawning slumber, though well aware that
not all these memories were merely dreams.
(Visit my Perch.) |